I have just released Rebecca Benson’s War on Amazon.com. Rebecca Benson is woman who can’t forgive her husband Adam for dying in Vietnam, in a war he volunteered to join. Rebecca struggles to honor her husband’s service, but she can’t ignore her growing anti-war sentiments. If you love the man, do you have to support his war?
Between the initial conception of the novel and the final click on “approve and publish,” I researched, interviewed, wrote and re-wrote…and worried. How could I possibly write a fair narrative about a controversial war in which I had no experience? Like actors, writers, or any student of human behavior, I tried to make an empathic leap into the minds of people who experienced the war. It wasn’t easy, I had no military background. I wanted to write a story about the Vietnam War from the perspective of the wife who sends her husband off to war. It wasn’t easy. I had never sent anyone off to war. But as I moved from sympathy (feeling sorry for someone’s misfortune) to empathy (being able to feel another’s emotions), Rebecca Benson’s War became a labor of love and grit.
I read many books and watched numerous movies related to the war in Southeast Asia. My research provoked neither a hawkish attitude nor a dovish posture. Reading about the Vietnam conflict made me more thoughtful about wars and the people who fight in them. The words and images of those I read about or interviewed gave me insight into realities and misunderstandings of a war fought by brave soldiers who slogged through rice paddies with leeches on their backs (and other places) in a foreign land where they could barely discern who was friend or who was foe. And I read the stories of those who opposed the war.
The more I learned and listened, the more I encountered the reality of the human condition: our need to survive, to have a purpose, and to measure up. I gained unlimited respect for people who served our country even when they doubted their purpose.
A quote by José Narosky says it all: “In war, there is no unwounded soldier.” Wounding happens to the soldier who comes home and carries unwanted memories and/or crutches, wounding happens to loved ones who worry and grieve, wounding happens to the medical teams who save some and lose many, and wounding happens to townspeople who argue about who is right or who is wrong.
Music of the 60s became a vehicle for an increasingly restless youth who needed a voice to protest an unpopular war. Those who did serve found music to be a reflection of their experience and an expression of their frustrations and the horrors they witnessed. I found the music of the era to be like the cadence one hears from a Civil War Drum and Bugle Corps. My heart would quicken, my mind would go instantly into the minds of those soldiers marching to their destinies.
Patriotic songs also emerged during the sixties including The Ballad of the Green Beret, which shot to the top of the charts in 1966.
I have included in this posting the songs and video that reflect the patriotism and the moral dilemma of war. Music is powerful. The beat, the melodies, and the lyrics can put us THERE. War is not just about conflict between countries. War is also conflict between reason and emotion. When is war justified? How do we remind ourselves to honor those who have served?
Many of the links in this post are from youtube.com, and comments on these web sites do not reflect my opinions. Freedom of speech, yes, but I wish people would be a little more civil on public forums. And please, forgive me for the youtube ads!
Songs of Reflection and Protest
Bad Moon Rising Creedence Clearwater Revival A 1965 broadcast of a very early protest song challenging the Vietnam war.
Fortunate Son Creedence Clearwater Revival 1969. An anti-war counterculture song that describes how the elite were able to evade the war. Said to be inspired by the wedding of Julie Nixon and David Eisenhower (Wikipedia).
I Feel Like I’m Fixin’ to Die Country Joe McDonald 1967. Sung at Woodstock to an enthusiastic crowd. The signature chorus is “And it’s one, two, three, what are we fighting for? Don’t ask me I don’t give a damn, next stop is Vietnam.”
I Shall Be Released The Band 1967 Lyrics by Bob Dylan. Shows actual Vietnam War footage.
Stop Children What’s That Sound? Buffalo Springfield 1967. This song became a well-known anti-war protest song, but it was written in response to efforts by business owners on Sunset Strip, who wanted to encourage strict curfews.
The Eve of Destruction Barry McGuire 1965.
Turn! Turn! Turn! The Byrds 1965. The lyrics are practically verbatim from Ecclesiastes 3:1-8.
War What Is It Good For? There were several versions but this one became an epic protest song.
We Gotta Get Out of This Place The Animals 1965. This was a song that reflected the feelings of people in any situation they wanted to leave be it high school, a hometown, or war. It was very popular with US Armed Forces stationed in Vietnam and has been used in many movies.
The Ballad of the Green Beret Staff Sergeant Barry Sadler In 1966. This song shot to the top of the music charts and was #1 on the music charts for six weeks. He co-wrote this song with Robin Moore while Sadler was recuperating from a leg wound suffered as a medic in the Vietnam War. Sadler’s ballad extolled the extreme training, courage and sacrifice of an elite group of men who gave all to their country.
Robin Williams as the American Flag Williams’ humor and a bit of history too!
My main character Rebecca struggles with the symbolism of the American flag, and she refused to wear red, white, and blue. As the story illustrates, her pursuit of the truth about America’s role in Southeast Asia reveals her naiveté about courage, patriotism, and the purpose of love. I imagine that many of us have conflicted opinions about these matters. I humbly offer Rebecca Benson’s War to share and explore an era in American history that tore families apart, challenged social norms, and shaped media coverage in decades to follow…from a woman’s point of view.
What were your experiences, as a civilian or as military, during the Vietnam War era?